A Collection of Our Lives I like coffee, cardigans, and the smell of old library books.

I'm keeping it real with myself and hoping that I don't judge myself too much looking back.
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Elven Princess’ Cat Armour by Jeff De Boer

My cat would literally be indestructible.

8/24 19:05 - dederants - 8 450 notes

I guess I’m just feeling very lost and fragile and disoriented today. I’m a bit afraid of myself right now but also welcoming it with open arms.

It’s sunny and nice and summer-y outside today but it doesn’t seem to be reaching me on the inside.

Not but actually fuck everything about today. I don’t feel like myself, and I don’t know why. My body feels weird and foreign and unrecognizable. Existing but not within my skin.

I haven’t showered in a few days but I also haven’t purged since Monday so I mean crime vs. victory I’ll take it.

"That paradox would begin to ruin my life: to know that what you are doing is hurting you, maybe killing you, and to be afraid of that fact - but to cling to the idea that this will save you, it will, in the end, make things okay."

- Marya Hornbacher, Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia

8/24 12:03 - 6 notes